Like i never left

This feels all too familiar.

Currently, I am at the State Library, attempting to finish my field study ( 8000 word paper). I admit, it is my fault that I am struggling to finish it. I left it until 3 weeks before it was due to start it. And now it's overdue, but have been given until the end of this month to hand it in. Woo hoo?? Stressed out of my mind. But I don't stress like I used to. There used to be a time when I'd stress so much I couldn't sleep for several days and make myself sick. Ah, good 'ol VCE. And I'm sure that's how I passed 1st year of university.

That drive has effaced now though. I find myself daydreaming about what I want to do next rather than focus on the "now". Not helping the situation I know! It's been hard having to put on hold my travel plans and be realistic about my options for next year....work or post grad studies. Though most likely, it's going to be work. *sighs*

Have had such a crazy year. And just got offered my first job in the professional world. It's only a 3 month contract. A part of me is glad it's only 3 months, and another part of me hopes it gets extended. Starting next wednesday, so have a week and a bit to worry about it all!